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Whoa! Its wierd I don't remeber anything that happined this weekend! wierd! Well cept for Saturday when i wen't out 2 dinner with Maureen, Colleen, and Brittany Humes... Godd that was Great... Brittany really needs 2 learn how 2 keep her pants on lol!!! O and White Chicks... GREAT MOVIE!!!!! Alright no more.
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Um i would say 4 hours 2 get 2 school is wayyyyyy 2 long!! Today was an alright day... we basically had no school considerin our power wen't out! YES! Then after school practice got canceled and game.. which means i go to ALIZA'S HOUSE!!!!!! whooo!! Marisa and Lauren came 2!! and we watched Napolian Dynamite lol!!! Godd Napolian is soo cool i swear we would make perfect friends!
FRIDAY we play Chaminade @ ND!!! Be there or Don't
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no one is ever really friends forever
so make it worth while
show the people you love
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because one day you'll turn around and they'll be gone
things happen to fast
life flashes past us without a moment for us to thank
everyone who loves us
especially the one's that loved us. but we never loved
them back. - BL
yeaaaa. The End.
Im done caring so much... screw it... i shouldn't put myself thru this. daaaaaa
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[25 Dec 2004|09:33pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope everyone had a great christmas and got everything they wanted. Right now i have the biggest empty whole in me... and i kno exacly what it is... i kinda wish EVERYTHING would go back 2 normal. I miss it. Im not sure if u care or not but i juss want u 2 kno it hurts me...... and.. i miss u. Anyways last wednesday me and Sydney hung out... it was fun... and it really made me forget about EVERYTHING that im goin thru like friends, parents, sports and juss stuff im not gonna say. We had breakfast at Natt's with Gaby, Olivia and Meghan Addis (my coach lol). Then me and Syd wen't to Starbucks for like 2 1/2 hours that felt like 15 min. It was nice, we talked and had the best time. Thanks SYDNEY! i love u. Yes well i guess u can say christmas was alright... cept for bein at the docters ALL christmas eve. eh. But i got my MINI IPOD!!! o yeaaa & its PINK! So did Gabi and Britt!! Now were all gonna be rockin out on the bus 2 our games!!! and then i got literally ALL Abercombie stuff... yesss!! o and the Mean Girls DVD and Elf and Spider Man 2! and money... so i can't complain all i wanted was an ipod and i got it. so im a happy kid. Well i hope everyone is having a lovely break... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
Dear Maureen,
HAAAA i got the clinique happy heart!!!!! lol. Sry next time go 2 practice!! lol. But don't be mad at me it was Dominique!! Besides u got it for Christmas!!! Its called sharing... haha! o jeeez i love u Maureen!
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[19 Dec 2004|01:25pm] |
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Whoa the past week... has seriously been the best! I haven't felt like this in awile.... like i didn't have 2 worry about anything... there were no problems. It felt good, i kinda forgot the old me... well i hope its stays like this i kno it won't but i really wish it will. & we won thursady against Beverly Hills!! 3-0! Anyways its not even chrstmas and i got the BEST presents from my friends!!! ** Aliza gave me my favorite CD in the world AQUA (cause it broke 3 weeks ago lol) and my favorite candy EVER (sour patch watermelon) **SYDNEY gave me the buzz lightyear slippers that i'v wanted for soooo Long lol.... there sooo cool they even light up & i can't forget the icy HOT to go with it lol! ** Brittney Lough got me Fox sox.. the black ones!! cause thas the only color i didn't have and a Fox visor!!! ** Stephanie got me the coolest Volcom belt!!!! **Jessica gave me the cutest pink bow braclet and socks!! *K Beaulieu got me the best smellin lotion! * Seleen as well got me pumpkin body stuff that smelly lovely! ** OO and i cant forget GABY! she got me the abercombie pj's i wanted sooo bad! and the abercombie perfume!! so i don't steel hers everytime i got 2 her house lol!! yea well i loved my presents thank u lol!! wow i juss wrote like a thank u speech but i really didn't cause i juss liked my gifts lol.
*** SOoo last night after soccer practice i wen't over 2 Brittany Peiffer's house and i slept over.. and so did Gabi and Olivia!! it was funn!!! We wen't 2 Johnny Rockets and got allllll this free food cause we were flirting with the waiters lol! Then we wen't 2 go see Oceans 12... it was sooooo freakin boring!!! i guess u kinda have 2 watch the first one 2 get the second lol... that was prolly my problem. Then we wen't 2 coldstones and saw Degan & Corsini... lol! yea it was a fun day. o by the the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTNAY LOL!!!
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[09 Dec 2004|07:48pm] |
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Alright. so soccer won today!!!!!! JV!! VARSITY!!!! they both won. My JV team beat the ass outa EL camino... where waay 2 good... yea score was 3-0.... and i was scared shittles cause i'v NEVER played defense... but hey im actually way good. ha. ANyways Varsity dominated. they won. score was 2-1. YEA we KILLED!
Me and gaby had beans for dinner lol!!!!
hey gaby tu mamas frijoles my assss!!!! hahahah
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[05 Dec 2004|12:04am] |
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OOk soo my weekend has been soooo long!!!! but fuuun!! i haven't been home since thursday! ok so friday after practice me and Brittany Pieffer wen't to go watch Bridget Jones.... once again Britt gets us into a R movie lol!! yea soo then we wen't 2 her house and i slept over!! Then Saturday (today) we woke up, had toast, and watched Finding Nemo! Then we got jamba Juice and we were off to our soccer games!! Yeaa sooo we won our first game 3-0 and the second one we tied 1-1, witch sucked cause they scored on us the last 30 seconds. but anyways YEA JV!!!! Then after me Gaby and Olivia wen't to go drop off Maureen at Katie Devines house so we hung there with MEGHAN AND JULEYA!!!!! and i got a tour of her house! Then we wen't to Gaby's house to get ready for the football game... and then Aliza drove me to Kaitlin Jaffe's (cheetah) house, were im at now!!! yea we made fucking sushi!! yea so many kick ass ppl are here like KELSEY, Jackie, Alex, Terrance, Daicia, and Sammy SO!!! and other cool ppl. Anyways as of tomorrow i will be screwed cause of progress reports!
ahhhhhh!!! yea my day is getting better.... thank GOD!!!
well HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN JAFFE!!!!!!
i love u!
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[29 Nov 2004|09:29pm] |
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Ha. Thanksgiving break was alright cept for actual Thanksgiving day. The rest was actually good... soo this is wut i did:
Wednesday: hung around wen't to practice... wen't 2 softball... helped mom with thanksgiving stuff.
Thursday: Worst Thanksgiving of my life... here some advice if u get really mad at your mom NEVER throw the mash potatoes on the ground!! This was the hardest Thanksgiving only cause i kno my best friend is really never gonna come back. For some reason i'v never missed him so much.
Friday: Wen't to go watch Polar Express... then got ready for the football game and headed to ALiza's house... then the Dickman's picked us up for the game and me and Jeffrey listened to Tupak the whole way there... that stuff really gets u pumped lol. Then after the game (by the way are asses were FREEEZING!!!) we wen't to Bob's Big Boy Diner and had dinner there. Then slept over Aliza's house.
Saturday: Mrs. Wendy (alizas mom) drove me 2 soccer. Then my mom picked me Aliza and Brittany and took us to Magic Mountain!!!! yea it was WAY fun... to many fun times!! goldrush! X! yeaaaaa it was all good! Then it started to rain and it got a weee bit cold so my mom picked us up and we rented White chicks and SLeepover ahahhaha!!!! o yea best movie in the WORLD ;).... yea so they slept over... good day.
Sunday: Britt and ALiza wen't home... i cleaned wen't 2 softball practice... and thas all.
SOO!OO! tomorrow game @ Calabasas!! be there or DON'T!
oooo its ND time! its ND TIME! wut! wut! its ND TIME its ND time oahhaaoo!
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| hAPpy thanksgiving! |
[25 Nov 2004|01:38pm] |
Leave me an anonymous comment with:
The First Letter of your Name.
One compliment.
Lyrics to a song.
How old you are.
How long we've been friends.
and a hint to who you are.
Let's see if i can figure out who you are.
Happy Thanksgiving <33
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[24 Nov 2004|03:26pm] |
DUUUUUUUUD!!!! JV won there first game!!!! hell yea!! it was juss a pre game but still!!!! and i played the whole game!!!
Yea here's how bored i was:
Current mood: reAALLY BORED!
Current music: HMMM... me & gaby singin :drop it like its hot"
Current taste: watermelon gatorade
Current hair: duuude its bad lol.
Current clothes: abercombie pj's and a soccer shirt.
Current annoyance: my mom.
Current smell: turkey
Current thing I should be doing: sleeping!!
Current windows open: duuude its cold the wiondows are closed
Current desktop picture: its hot pink with a bright green #9 in the center... its hot!
Current favorite band: hmm no favorites
Current book: ok first i don't read lol but in english were reading the mago book. (tu mamas frijoles lol)
Current cd in stereo: i ono i thinks its britts CD lol
Current crush: hmmm yea no.
Current favorite celeb: not sure
Current hate: don't really have one.
=Do I=
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: uh no.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: ya like everyday.. its kinda really scaring me now.
Remember your first love?: yea
Still love him/her?: no more like friends that might change though... dec. 2nd lol.
Read the newspaper?: not really.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not that i kno of
Actually Believe in miracles?: no lol
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: sure
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: no lol
Consider love a mistake?: sometimes
Like the taste of alcohol?: not really
Have a favorite candy?: yea!!! sower patch watermelon!!!
Believe in astrology?: huh?
Believe in magic?: yea
Believe in god?: yes i do
Have any pets: i had bruce. he was a fish. he juss died 2 weeks ago....
Go to or plan to go to college: yes
Have any piercings?: ya my ears.. and cartlidge
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself: yea most of the time or shoudl i say really dislike
Have an obsession?: yeaaaa
Have a secret crush?: i thiink as of now i do... but it won't be secret for long
Do they know yet?: nope
Have a best friend?: yesss
Wish on stars?: i do
Care about looks?: nooo lol
=first times=
First crush: Dominick
First kiss: .....
Single or attached?: yea im single... but wait does gaby count? lol!!!!
Ever been in love?: i dono
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeahhh
Do you believe in "the one?": ya
Describe your ideal significant other: caring, sweet, funny, athletic, smart, good personality, pretty eyes lol, good looking, he has to be able 2 make me laugh (which is not hard 2 do lol), and i have 2 feel safe when im with him.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: no
Have you ever been intoxicated?: not really
Favorite place to be kissed?: uh...
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": no
Are you a tease?: no
Shy to make the first move?: o yea
=Word association=
Rubber: ducky
Rock: pebble
Green: watermelons
Wet: water
Cry: tissues
Hay: horses
Cold: hot chocolate
Steamy: stuffy
Fast: Lobby... dude she's so fast
Freaky: my neighbor
Rain: umbrella? lol
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: its like brown... and short
Eyes: poop brown
Height: 4'11" 1/2
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: shoes...moccasins
Ate &Drank: watermelon gatorade..cookies
Read: i ono
-EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: niether
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: niether
food or candy: both
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: im alergic to caffiene
This or that: wut?
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:
kill: aha lol
get really wasted with: uhhh kelly all the way!! no jk lol
be like: a softball player like Lobby
avoid: no 1
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: beautiful natasha
hugged: Jackie
instant messaged: chantel
kissed: i ono
WHERE DO YOU--
eat: at the table lol
cry: on my bed
wish you were: not at home...
-HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yeaaa.. o yeaaa!! i still feel that way
Drank alcohol? ya
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? o yea!!! try last saturday
Run away from home: not that i remember
Broken a bone: 2 mannnny.. try falling off the bed
Played Truth Or Dare? haha yeaaaa
Kissed someone you didn't really know? nope...
Been in a fight? ya with Tina but its alll goood now
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection: i don't really have one but most ppl don't like my cheetah girls CD but hey i think its hot lol.
Your bedroom like?: its messy, and most of it isn't mine... its all the soccer players shit lol.
Your favorite thing for breakfast? IHOP!
Your favorite restaurant?: CPK
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: phone a pictur frame and my perfume
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: ice cream... milk or cookies
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: don't kno
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: nothin.. im 2 scared to get that done....
What is your biggest fear: EATTHQUAKES... and loosing the ppl i love most on this earth
What feature are you most insecure about?: i don't really think about it lol
Do you ever have to beg?: yeaaaa my dad!!
Are you a pyromaniac?:wut?
Do you have too many love interests?: not really
Crushes? yea....
Do you know anyone famous?: yup
Describe your bed: lets juss say its not slippery like aliza's.. i love my bed its confy
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous!!
What do you carry with you at all times?: cell phone... and my necklace.
How do you drive?: well
What do you miss most about being little?: not worrying bout anyuthing
Are you happy with your given name?: noooo... but then again nothing really fits me... so wutever its juss a name
What color is your bedroom?: i ono its like a cheetah lol
What was the last song you were playing:
Who are your best friends?: Aliza, Ana, Natsha, Gaby, Sydney, Brittany, Olivia, Marisa (4th)lol!!
Do you talk a lot?: no... wait YEA i do lol
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: most of the time no which is bad
Do you think you're cute?: suuure
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? no,
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends
Thxs to Sydney for makin me my o so good cookies... and of course my penut butter and bananna sandwich.. and u can't forget my poster!!! God she's way 2 cool! I loVE her!!!! ALOT!
YEA ONCE AGAIN JV WON!!!!! and Jackie scored and i started...!!! The end.
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[17 Nov 2004|08:22pm] |
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Life as we kno it is really fucked up. I hate how everything right now is juss going so wronge... and the more i try not to let it get to me it juss gets even worse. Im so confused about EVERYTHING life, friends, school, sports, parents. EVerything is seriously wronge. Dude i dunno i prolly deserve this shit but why does everything have 2 go wronge. I'm to the point were i don't think i can pretend that im ok anymore. & i hate that one of my closest friends doesn't talk 2 me anymore and that i can't run to her when i'm havin the hardest time. Grades are seriously going down..... down... and wayyyyyy down. My dad is pissed at me cause i don't wanna play softball anymore but still is making me. I use 2 love softball that was my life... but ever since i got tendanidus things juss changed. Soccer isn't even the same. I juss can't handle it u kno... im not good with dealing with shit and ppl not talkin 2 me... and having to deal with everything at once. Im sick of crying about it when i kno im stronger than that. I really don't like complaining bout my shit, telling ppl bout my problems and i really don't want ppl to feel bad thas not y i did this i juss needed to let things out. I think wut i really need is a hug and some1 to tell me everything will be alright... cause it doesn't take much to make me happy. Wutever Flush it u kno ppl will come around and hopefully things will get better.
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[11 Nov 2004|08:28pm] |
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Chantel+JAMIE+Carolina= secret spot
enough said.
<3!
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[11 Nov 2004|06:37pm] |
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SOoo my day off was way gooood! like wayyyy! It started off with goin to soccer conditioning. Then Meghan Addis bein the best coach that she is drove me Gabi and Brittany pieffer to this place call Natts for breakfast... but shhh meaghans not allowed to drive us lol. Then were all waitin and Britt was like o yea i invited Sydney guys so she came 2 lol. So we had breakfast and we almost got kicked out by the azn lady... soo then we left, then syd's dad came to pick us up and we watched Elffy... whoa its like a freakin porno. Yea so it was raded R and they wouldn't let us in so then Britt went up 2 this guy and started flirting with him and asked him 2 buy the tickets for us and he freakin did lol!! Then after the movie we had no ride anywere so bein the smart kid that i am i called up lindsay cole 2 come pick us up and she did!!!! man i freakin love that girl!!! Then we went to pick up kelsey and and i got stuck in the back freakin crowded seat and laid on everyone. Alrigh then we wen't to the mall and into saphora... Then Britts mom picks us up and thast were the adventure ends. The funny thing is we were suppose to walk 2 all these places cause we didn't have rides lol... but were cool like that and managed are way through like all sherman oaks. Lets see it took us like four rides lol.
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[07 Nov 2004|05:27pm] |
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Sooo Homecoming was yesterday it was pertty bad. Cept for the before & after part. I went with Aliza & like the seniors & the other cool ppl... and we went to Black Angus for dinner.. soooo much fun lol. i sat next 2 Chris Katie!!! Hes the best kid EVER!! i feel bad cause he got sick from eating the rum apples lol! oo and JOey is 2 funnny!! I lovvved the dance he did for us haha! So yea like i said homecoming was not soo good no1 danced and the music was like bad. But then we all went to Alizas and hung there and i slept over. Duude i got crazy hyper from eating all that candy haha and Jeff made fun of me like the whole time.. but its all good.
So today i woke up super early 2 go 2 confirmation and now im dead tired.
Highlight of my night would prolly be shooting a piece of crab at billy at dinner. it was an accident though lol..
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[06 Nov 2004|02:19pm] |
well, i've been out & about, trying to get my way through each and every day of this crazy mixed up thing we call life... it's been one heck of a roller coaster ride. let me tell you... "you don't know what you've lost until it's gone"
... to be continued.
ha. felt like "writing". now that that's over with..
*Tonight is Homecoming im not sure if im excited or not its juss like wutever u kno? Aliza is my date lol it should be fun. Umm yea soccer is goin well... except for i think we now run more than track does and we haven't even touched the ball yet but hey wutever.
- Brittany i must say u r waaaaaay 2 cool. haha.
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[30 Oct 2004|10:00pm] |
i love ALIZA.
the end.
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[26 Oct 2004|08:56pm] |
EEEEEEp! Maureen is doin soccer!!!!!!! yea i didn't think i would be that excited either. But i am. So today and yesterday we ran ALOT! like it was only running... like i didn't kno i was trying out for cross country, yea juss in case ur stupid like chris im tryin out for soccer lol. yea my days were gettin better till today. but u kno Halloween is in like some days and i really think thas gonne be good. at least i hope so. This guy called me last nite hmmm if u went 2 anas quinceniera u would kno. hehe. Yea who ever invented icy hot is a fuckin genius like it works wonders... and it smells F'n good 2. Juss thought i would share that. Yea im gay and so is my life and so is this entry so now im done.
TINA is the chillest friend i have.... !!! she's gonna teach me how 2 dance... wow lets see how that goes lol.
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Whoa!!! so yesterday was so freakin BOMB.... yea im never sayin that again lol. but yea it was sooo tiiiight! Anyways so it was my u kno Best friend for lifes Quinceanera. So it started off by waking up at 5:00 am to go get our hair done... then we got ready, hung out at anas, took pictures and crap, then wen't in the Limo. Now this is the funny part falling out of the big ass Limo hummer right in front of the camera.... dude its fuckin hard to come out of one of those things with freakin heels! So after we took all the pictures, rode around in the Limo, wen't to the church thing, it was time for the reception... and then it was time for the real PARTy!!! woooooop! let see if i can sum it up for u.....
*Ashley eating to the point she had to unzip her dress and it wouldn't zip back up.... haha gooooood times.*Me nonstop laughing until i tearned to a tomatoe. *Crying during speeches. * Dancing till i couldn't feel my toes (tina loves my dancing.. i think i will give her a few pointers lol!!! ;) .* Tina & Art ... dum dum. * Ashley mooning the waiter. * Getting it on with Joanne (dont ask lol). *SInging Breakaway in the Limo. * Fighting over chicken wings. *Meeting guys or should i say GUY!. * Getting Caked. * 2000 hits haha, * Punching Kelly eatin the host... stupid ass lol. ok this is gettin 2 loooong. done.
So today I wen't to Ana's. Ate all her food. It was good. Tomorrow i have soccer tryouts!!! duuude i'v waited all freakin year for this... i miss soccer like soo much, its crazy how much iv missed my team. Yea well wish me luck.. PLEASE!
My past week was wierd.. if ppl have things stuck up there butts i really hope they take wutever is up there out. I don't understand ppl. How do u kno who ur true friends are? Right now i can seriously only think of 2. Its wierd they were the only ppl i trusted they were seriously my family and now i ono... and in a year they will be gone. I kno everything happins for a reason... but this juss can't be the right thing. Alright then if u don't understand that its ok u werent suppose to lol.
Ana- ur cool. juss like me. the end.
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[19 Oct 2004|04:54pm] |
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DAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well im glad i got that out. Well i have this friend you see and this friend is ALWAYS freakin here for me and ilove her. And i would juss like 2 tell her that she's amazing. YOu don't even kno how much i appreciate it. Kno 1 in the world can tell when something is wronge when i hide it.... and only u can. thank you. Yea that was 2 a friend.... won't say her name cause i miight get freakin SHOT by stupid ppl.
love.
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I am currently @ Aliza's house. We just finished watchin Butterfly Effect. (tiiiight ass movie) Yea anyays... the football was reallly boring yeterday, maybe cause our boys kicked major ass... like 68-14... yea whoa! I kinda wanted to reach 100 but o well lol. So after the game we went to go eat dinner at Twaines with the Dickmans yea we had the fuckin coolest waiter... not that it matters. So in a couple hours i have softball games ehhhh i dont wanna go... it used to be that when i had problems with everything softball was the only thing i looked forwrd 2 and now its diffrent now i don't even have softball. Everything in my life is juss goin crazy. Ah right now my life is in a big hole. Im so confused bout everything. Ok welll i would juss like to say thanks to Maureen cause kno 1 has been there for me like this girl has. Thanks Maureen i love u!!! well im done... i hope things get better.. ven thoug they wont cause things never get better for me as much as i want them 2. well bye.
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